I was changing izzy and she is getting harder and harder to distract while getting changed. Anyway she sitting up and almost trying to stand up on it at one stage so I sat her back down, and put one hand on her leg while I bent down to pick up her top and as I stood up she was falling head first onto the floor. I reached out to grab her but was too slow.

Dh comes barrelling in (SO glad he was home) and I was in absolute hysterics screaming that she had fallen onto her head... she was clinging to me and crying but more in shock than pain plus I was crying which makes her cry. DH was halfway through shaving and I was in my pj's so he raced off to finish shaving so we could take her to the hospital. By the time he finished (not even 5 mins) she had enough cuddles with mummy and wanted to run around the house again so we watched her for another 5 mins while I called Nurse Online. We just need to watch her for the next 2 hours or so but are pretty sure she will be fine, and the nurse said our best bet is to watch her here rather than sit in emergency for 2-3 hours.

I just feel SICK and can't stop seeing her falling and wishing I had laid her down instead of sitting her down, she is just too fast for me. I keep seeing what I should have done, and worry wart that I am keeps wondering if she might have something wrong internally that we can't see. I can't stop crying about it - she is having a nap now, and I need to wake her in an hour and make sure she responds ok etc.....

I'm not changing her up there anymore, she has been kicking me in the tummy for a few weeks now but habits hold up. Why didn't I just chnage her on the floor for the last few weeks - it never would have happened.....Arrrggghhhhhhh I just feel terrible and horrible and literally feel like Im going to throw up. TMI but I had the runs about 10 mins after we realised she was ok...... I need hugs....