I have done a bit of research and it seems as though we would be paying $400 a week for a suitable home. I agree the thought of loosing this place is devastating as we worked very hard for it, but if DH doesn't pass UNI or gives up on it, all this sacrifice will be worth nothing. I was considering going back full time after an appropriate amount of time once second bub is born but with the cost of childcare for 2 kids, I wouldn't be making that much extra. I would also have to find another job because the option for full time work just isn't there in my current place of employment. Another thing, I don't think DH would want me to work full time, he knows how much I do around here and if he had to take any extra work on, well let's just say he couldn't this decision is absolutly tearing me up