Oh Linds hun...big hugs to you :hugs:

I really believe that when you need it...you get the right midwife on the day...someone who is able to 'bend' the rules

I have been a m/w in the private sector for many women who have had amazing experiences...even with a conservative OB...

keep focused about what you want...visualise your birth...surround yourself with people who love and support you

xx yogababy