Thanks Fiona...I know what you mean. I didnt mention it to the midwives or OB last time, as I just felt its too long a story to explain in 10 min, and that they wouldnt completely understand anyway. I also felt it wasnt a good time for me to re live things, as I just wanted to think about my baby. I have been seing a lovely lady who is helping me, but its not a quick fix unfortunately.