Tan, I've been thinking about what you posted for a little bit now, and I think I know why I don't have any fears of my scar rupturing or anything. Its because we have the same risk factor of rupture as first time mums do that get induced - and that happens every day.. and you NEVER hear anything about something going wrong, people are going in asking to be induced - do you think they are warned about the risks as much as we are?!!!? No way jose!!!!

I'm going to do everything in my power to make sure this will be successful - without a rupture - by NOT having an epidural, so if I start feeling pain, at least I will be able to warn the middies and something can be done about it in time IYKWIM? And I'll agree to monitoring, but not continuous... and then I will know that I have done everything in my power to prevent it.

I so wish you lived up here and you could see my OB.. I think she gives me a lot of motivation and gets rid of my fears...

Also, I'm of the strong opinion that if anything was going to happen to me, my bub, uterus, whatever, it would still happen if I had a c-section, because (and you may not agree) I don't think you can run away from fate, whatever happens would have happened anyway...

I'm probably just rambling and not helping at all!!!!