All wonderful suggestions ladies - Fiona I was just reading the other day that VBAC is just a birth - that's it so birth books are fine!!! Yep there are VBAC books and I have 2 coming my way in the next few weeks!

Mel - I was INDUCED!! and never had the fear of rupture - isn't that ridiculous? I know what you mean about fate hun, it is true, that whatever is going to happen will happen!! I think as I get closer my fears will subside. I had fears of an epidural and c/s with Izzy (both of which I had in the end) but the closer I got to having her all my fears left and were overtaken by the excitement of meeting her.

I think alot of the fear I have is not deep-seeded and it tends to shift focus depending on what I have been reading.... I really think it might just be a case of over-analysing every step of this vbac process and along the way have to myself doubting my bodies abilities.