I can't imagine having a scheduled c/sect. I just can't visualise how I would work up to that moment, knowing when it was going to happen and that I'd be having my baby via an operation. I'd be freaking out I think! Just the idea of an epidural scares me! Needles in my spine and not being able to move my body, but being awake! I can't really imagine it.

I also can't imagine knowing the gender of the baby. It seems weird to me knowing what they are before they pop out... just can't quite picture the feeling.

I really wanted to have my babies with the sun blasting on my face and closed eyelids. That's how I always imagine birth but I've happily been in darkened rooms both times