it is okay to feel scared, this is something that you've been waiting to happen for such a long time, and now you finally know exactly when its happening. Don't stress about the inducement, of course its a bit uncomfortable when the midwife shoves her hand in there and it is a little uncomfy when the gels go in, but certainly not painful, just strange. just try and have total trust in your midwives, they are professionals and will make sure everything goes just fine for you and bub. try not to waste eergy feeling scared, just feel excited, you are so close to holding your precious bub!!!