..that doctors hear "breech" and immediately throw a c-section in your face without so much as a second glance. As I approach birth I feel like I am being robbed of something beautiful. With DD1 my labor went so smoothly and beautiful..I was actually anticipating this birth. How can it be fair that NO doctor over here will let me deliver my baby breech? she is even in an amazing position breech wise. I am having such a hard time accepting this and worry that I will develop PPD after birth because of this. I am also worried that breastfeeding will fail...

I am obviously past the point of no return..but I really wish I could see the positive within this..

Everyime I hear someone go into labor I feel so jealous. When I go into labor I will be having a surgery..not giving birth. My hospital wont even let me have skin to skin until I get into recovery. UGH