Cindy - firstly a huge =D> to you for hanging in there - I know the pain must not be nice but you've done a great thing for wanting things to come in their own time.

It's easy to feel depressed like this - I had major back problems with my first and was fairly housebound - the only thing that got me through was visits from my dad and some friends - can you have people pop over to visit?

Secondly, but just as importantly, know that your Ob CANNOT do anything you don't want him to due. They can actually be charged with abuse for this - sounds extreme I know but it's true - I know cases of women having episiotomies and having their water broken without the Ob asking first - not good.

One thing you might like to try is beating a possible induction by trying some natural methods. Evening Primrose Oil has a substance which is like prostaglandins and helps to soften your cervix. It can be used orally and/or internally. A usual oral dosage is 2-3 of 500mg capsules daily from 36 weeks. If you are taking EPO internally, you can do this from 38 weeks – simply insert 2-3 capsules directly to the cervix before bed. You might like to wear a pad or liner as it can get messy when you get up.

I've actually just finished writing an article on natural induction methods for next month but there are heaps of threads in the birth forum that you might like to read about it too.

To help pass time, you might like to find some really good books that will help you achieve the birth you want. Try 'Active Birth' by Janet Balaskas and you might like to spend some time on BellyBelly making some new friends! Two weeks will pass faster than you know... maybe you could even start a thread in the birth forum about ideas on making two weeks pass from home

I hope you have great support for the birth lined up - they'll need to be a rock for you and be well informed of your wishes. All the best for a wonderful birth and again - what a fantastic decision you are making for both you and baby. A truly great gift.