Thanks again girls.... things are going downhill at this end ...

DF is currently having a screaming match with my mother - and she has now disowned me ....lol

on the upside i completely lost my plug earlier so thats wonderful...

I was chatting to a close gf before and she said just to rememeber that I am the little engine that could

I am printing this out to have with me so that I can read back over it anytime I start to doubt myself...... thankyou so much you honestly have no idea how much you taking the time to pop in and post means to me

xoxoxoxoxo