Spring - you are not failing us. We are here to give you support in WHATEVER birthing choices you make. If you want to wait it out and let the baby choose - we will be cheering. If you have reached the end point and need that induction - we will be cheering. Ultimately, we are here to cheer you on whatever decision you make, whenever you make it. All we want is a happy, healthy Spring and a happy, healthy bubba

Hell honey, I'd be cheering out loud if you decided you needed a c-section under general!!!! I know DS's birth after Caitlyn was a *blessing* because of the emergency c-section under general. I did all I could to get the vaginal breech delivery but in the end he needed to come out through the sunroof. And I didn't need to wait for him to cry. I still doubted I could do the live baby thing. I knew I could birth him but the rest was still something I wasn't sure I could achieve. For DD I knew I could and her VBAC healed a world of pain.

I have lit my candles this morning. It is cloudy and overcast here and obviously Caitlyn has decided your place is where she will be today. The moon is full and the year is soon to be new. It is a good time to be born - into the new and into a storm.

Your courage is the ability to know your limits and to admit your fears out loud. I am so proud of you