MG - I also ended up with an emergency c-section however I had the benefit of a supportive OB who supported my attempt at a breech vaginal delivery. The emergency c-section was the risk I was prepared to take to try for the natural vaginal birth.

Because I was attempting a vaginal breech I required constant CTG monitoring BUT this was done via a telemetry system. I was hooked up but able to move around and I did most of my labouring to 6cm (when we ended up with foetal distress and thus c-section) in the shower.

You can be monitored AND mobile (and in the shower if you want - just not sure about the bath though ) for your next labour. VBAC is possible (and what I will be aiming for) but you need to find an OB who will support your choices. I was blessed with a fabulous OB who allowed me every opportunity for a vaginal birth despite my risks (breech, GD, previous stillbirth).

Having read your birth story, I can understand why you are feeling as you are. If at all possible, try to find an OB now (before considering TTC) who you can talk to and feel comfortable with in advance. It is hard to develop a rapport with someone when you are pregnant because the time goes so fast. It also makes it difficult to change doctors mid pregnancy if you discover you are not comfortable with their practice or they don't support the choices you make.

Good luck. I hope you can get the answers you need to make your next pregnancy and labour a pleasure to experience.