With Nyah I was so scared b/c it happened so fast, I got gas and a pethadeine shot, then told to push, and keep think WTF-but loved the gas,it made me really dizzy and I know between that and the peth shot I was in la la land for most of it!

I for some reason didn't want to swear and made a fuzzy conscience effort not to but do remember being told not to bite down on the gas tube and let it go lol. But I remember saying get it out this is between breathing through the contractions and refusing to push, so embarassing.

With William, I got gas straight away-love that gas!!!!!!
But said nothing except get it out now and I can't do this anymore, and I want to go home? Im to tired, and I want to sleep- course I wasn't aloud?