Wow, she did such a fantastic job, it's a bit sad that she's not proud of herself. Maybe she needs to be congratulated a bit more on a great job for her to see it that way!

I guess though that it's hard for her to see how well she's done if she had other ideas about what to expect and what she wanted. I hope she can look back and see what a fantastic job she did and what a wonderful achievement to do it all drug-free. Or at least be reconciled to it anyway.