i have had 4 babies and get more and more excited with each one after my first i always said i wouldnt have anymore as i was traumatised i only had pethidine then with my 2nd i didnt have time to think i was in hosp and had him at 30wks woke up had him 25mins later with my 3rd i was extremely excited to be having my DD so when i went in i was more excited then i was proud when she was 8lb 4 and had done so well then with my 4th having had such a aawesome experience with my 3rd was excited again got to hosp for check up and was already 5cm i got really excited 4hrs later had my lil man he was 9lb 4 and i had no drugs i was so proud of myself and i have never had stitches with any of them.