Thanks guys.

After I gave birth with #1 the Ob thought I was hemorrhaging and (I don't know the name of the procedure) the ob reached into my uterus and maybe pulled the placenta out or was 'fishing' around for something. Anyway this experience was BY FAR the worst out of the whole thing. In hindsight I don't actually know why she did this to me but now that I think about it I remember that they placed DD on me just as the ob did this and I was yelling out to take DD off me because I was in agony and thought I might drop her. I was beggin my husband to take DD because I thought she was going to get hurt...hmmm... I forgot about all that till now.

From one aspect I feel stronger but on the other I feel like soo much more could go wrong. I'm worrying about things that I didnt even think about during my first pregnancy.

It reassures me though that some of you have had similar feelings