Wow. Just re-read this, almost 2 years on. Trying to start healing some of the remaining wounds from Ivy's birth and get myself 'free and clear' for another shot at this birthing business. This still made me cry. Guess it always will but it was a good reminder of what I learnt from what went 'wrong' and right, and the work that needs to be done before bump#2 appears.

Just ing so it's not so hard for me to find again soon.