It took me a week or two to realise that I was actually more traumatised by the circumstances of the birth than I realised - even though I can rationalise my feelings there is something bubbling away subliminally. Writing the story has helped me come to terms with it.
So well written...
wow, what a woman. Sounds like you had amazing support from ur partner and the midwives etc...
and you have the amazing gift of a healthy bubba too.
Thanku for that beautiful story, i'm in tears...
enjoy ur journey.