I can totally sympathise, Shannon. I know how much it means to you to fully breastfeed Jessalyn. With all that she is going through and will go through, all those little goodies in the booby-juice would be doing her wonders. BUT, when you need your sleep.....

I do feel a little more in control and less freaked out about it all. I guess I am just happy to have gotten this far. With all this time having doubts as to how much BM I am producing and worrying (and being told) that it's not enough, it is nice to know that Gabby IS getting enough now. I just hope that with my next baby, I will be able to fully BF and use this experience as practice, iykwim?