Thanks everyone. I cried a lot this morning just thinking of it, I was trying to convince myself it was getting better and he'd just grow out of it. But it's not better, it still seriously hurts and I don't want him to have issues with speech or eating. I guess I needed a bit of a push to go ahead with it.

I kind of don't know what's worse - putting up with this until Friday or putting him through that. Either way I think I'm going to be a mess for a little while I've still been putting the Lansinoh on or breastmilk if I can and then going topless for the last two days unless going out. That seems to help for a bit, he goes on the right mostly and that one feels alright, but if he wants the left too much it doesn't take long for it to be agony again. If I get enough break in between using that one it's not as bad.

I think now I just need to suck it up and make that referral appointment.