It is very hard to relax after having a premmie. For so long you lived and breathed mls and grams, not to mention all the stress and emotional stuff. Now you can relax and look at nappy counts and overall health and settledness rather than measurements, but it's not that easy to just click over. I have no doubt that you will get there though hun. Your body is doing an awesome job of sustaining Miss H - your breastmilk kept her alive in those early days and weeks, and it is still sustaining her and providing her with everything she needs. You can do it - you are doing it