Another update - yes already. DH won't support my decision at all. He got quite angry when he saw me trying to BF DD and wouldn't talk to me for the rest of the night.

I really needed his support in this decision as I can't do this by myself. I can't fight him, and try to feed DD at the same time! I have been crying for the last couple of hours because I know I just won't be able to BF my daughter.