Sorry you're having so many issues hon, sounds a lot like my (very trying) start with DD2. I used Kate McDougal with both my girls and she was truly amazing, my lifesaver! Not sure if she does private visits these days but will PM her number to you anyway. She works at SJOG Subi as an LC too. I BF both my girls til 11 and 13 months and I've honestly got Kate to thank for that. She saw me at both my SOR & NOR homes Will PM you now