Hi
Are you a member of the ABA? If not, I'd advise joining and getting along to some of your local meetings if you can. It's a great way to get advice and support from teh counsellors and other mums in your area. they also have breastfeedign classes that you might find helpful. The other thing you can do with an ABA counsellor or LC is to debreif your previous experiences - it might be really helpful to talk it through and have a think about different ways to handle problems if they arise again.
Definitely line up an LC in your area who can come to your home. Barb Glare may be able to recomend someone for you in you PM her. Otherwise the ABA can often recommend some too.

Good luck to you! Remember to come back here also if you need any support