Thanks everyone. Liviam, it's low supply again. I mean, there's also the whole teaching-the premmie-baby-to-BF, and tiny-baby-that-needs-to-gain-weight-well, but it's the supply issues that are really getting to me. I know that they're compounded by the other stuff, but it's becoming increasingly obvious that it's a problem in itself, if that makes sense. I'm doing the works, feeding, pumping, taking all the galactologues, resting when I can, wearing him in a sling etc etc. I'm also looking into a specific herbal galactologue that is popular OS, but I can't seem to get it here. I think it would be beneficial to my specific situation.

I think I have a bit of a block regarding formula.........I'm pretty sure that DS2 will have to be comped with it. I know this logically, yet I can't quite come to terms with it. I think I'm going to have to at some stage though! For now I'm in denial, and hopefully I'll be able to stay there and things will magically improve .

You know, I have so many issues surrounding all of this it's not funny! But for now I just want to say IT'S NOT FAIR .