Just wanted to send you a I don't really have much advice as I am struggling myself with BF and making decisions about what to do with feeding. I understand the feelings of having to make a decision about FF or BF and the pain that this causes.

I have found that expressing has prolonged my decision making, but in a good way. I take some heart that my bub is getting some breast milk and has added another option for me to think about which is exclusive expressing.

Wishing you the best of luck. I'm sure you will make a decision that is right for you and your bub. It doesn't have to be the same decision that someone else would make. As more than one LC has told me, no one would think any less of me if I went to formula given how resistant the issues are.