It's hard, isn't it Dee? You go through the motions, esp. with a c-section because, let's face it, they are the experts. It's hard to really convey what you want when there is so much going on. It's not until you look back and think "Hang on a minute!" that you realise how much they have just taken over.
I will certainly be throwing my weight around a little more with the next one. Skin on skin ASAP, and no taking her away from me. The only reason why Gabby needed to be in special care was because there wasn't enough staff on the ward to attend to her. That's not good enough imo!!