oh wow I just realised how amazing my midwives were... I wrote a letter saying so to QLD health because they were just fantastic, I just never sent it 8-[ . After 20 or so hours of labour than an emergency c/s and hearing some of your stories, I was so blessed to have the team I had. They helped me roll over, they moved Matilda around for me, put her on my boob when I was overwhelmed with everything, just sat & chatted when I was anxious... everything, and were just great. I guess when I realise how amazing they were I get a bit teary thinking of how horrible it would have been to have nazi's looking after you!! I had one midwife I thought was going to be that way inclined, but after Matilda was born she came in and visited on her day off and said that she was proud of me for going as long as I did and my determination really showed through, and she was a midwife for 20 years...

I think I'll go and send that letter next week....