Hoobley,
I understand where you are coming from and yep I can see where that conclusion came from based on my other threads. When we first decided to TTC I honestly wanted a c section. Then as time went on I felt that I should at least try for a vaginal birth based on everyone's opinions. Although from the very beginning even before we had out growth scan at 28 weeks we had asked the Obs that we would like our options open to us and made sure he was able to offer us our options.

As the pregnancy has progressed my anxiety has increased and that stupid midwife most certainly impacted on that. But she certainly can't take responsibility for the final decision. In a way I am glad I was able to finally make my mind up and I am very confident with my/our choice. I slept so well last night, in fact better than I have in months and I think it has to do with the fact that this decision fits better with me and accepting that has bought me peace. I would have only tried a vaginal birth simply because I thought I had to as a women and Im glad that I have finally been able to be honest with myself and strong enough to take a stand and choose what is actually right for me/us instead of just going with what everyone else thinks is right.

In my 'bones' this does feel right to me and to be honest I am now looking forward to it and am feeling invigorated knowing that I can have the birth that I want not just what I should do and I am not ashamed of that.