hi guys,
im not sure if im in the right spot (sorry if im not)... i have just been through a great ordeal, after having 3 misscarrages i was blessed with a baby girl Isabelle, she had very complex heart conditions(transpostion of great ateries,hypoplastic right ventrical,missing tricupid valve ect ), and after she was born more complications, tof, tracheo eophitgeal fistula, everything was going to be fine and was fixable but then she started to have bad sleep apna, due to floppy airways, that was unrepiarable, she was delivered on the 9/1/11 via csection and passed away on the 4/2/11 after a 2 1/2 day battle...

ive had few complication witht he csection, got an infection on the wound (which is healed now) got an infection in my womb (which is also healed now) and lots of bleeding after it. then last week devolped a cyst which burst...

but now im a mother with no baby in my arms and despretly want another child, not to replace her as she was very specail and always will be, but i want another baby to love and hold again.

everytime i have tried to speak with my doctor about trying again, he has just said dont worry about right now, but i am worring about it now. and looking for somone who has advice or help on having another baby 3months after csection. would it be worth falling pregnant now or should i wait im not sure, the only thing im sure on is i want another baby.. a healthy one!! so if anyone can help me that would be great