Thank you Kelly....It really means alot to me. I guess I wanted to tell my story mainly because I didnt want people to think that I chose CS lightly, or selfishly..... I really do appreciate the risks involved with CS...and would never deliberately put my baby in harms way before thoroughly weighing up my reasons.
I know that if my "life path" panned out differently, things wouldnt have been this complicated.
I really do appreciate the advice that is given on BB, as it is no doubt invaluable. The advice doesnt upset me, it just makes me ponder xxx