I will jump in here and say that even after my first quite mild post the OP was quite "*****ly" & defensive in her responses. I suggested she read further with a book recommendation simply because it's important, no matter what you consider an ideal birth, to have a broad understanding of the benefits & possible pitfalls. To prepare oneself to have the best possible experience. I'm not convinced that experience as an RN is the best way to get this info. I think there were some legitimate attempts in this thread to voice a concern over the need for an empowered decision. I don't think anyone was asking the OP to justify her decision, rather to arm her with information that will ultimately lead to her having the best possible birthing experience she can, even if that is by CS. However this is supposed to be 'support' area within the forum, so it's a pity the OP didn't leave feeling supported.