I feel for you, nickers. This was one of my greatest fears if my VBAC was not successful this time around, thanks to the complications with my first c/s spinal.

What exactly is it that worries you?

I kept telling myself that it would be worth it to get to see my baby straight away and not be put to sleep. Because a GA is the only alternative. Also, the anaesthetist usually comes to speak to you beforehand, so maybe you could talk to them about what it is that is worrying you.