Hey Nic,

I have to tell you this time I was terrified too. Similarly to you I had an emerg section and then a failed VBAC and Holly was booked. I was so anxious about something going wrong I actually wanted desperately to ask to check the syringes and drugs they were using (but I didn't). I had to put my faith in that anaesthetic nurse.
Like one of the PPs suggested I spoke to the reg before hand about it and made it clear what I wanted. They were really good about it.

Really not much help but I just wanted to offer some and empathy.