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You know, I think you need to do whatever you feel you need xxx

I think its important not to compare the kids... there may be a few months difference from when you put DD into care initially as to when you're starting DS.... but in the scheme of things, does that really matter? No

Your situation is a LOT different this time around... and most importantly, you're doing it solo - in a new place (not even a new town, but a new STATE!)

The last 6 months have been huge for you - don't forget what you've been through - emotional strain is the most exhausting.

I think you need to be kind to yourself - you're doing a fabulous job, don't take that away from yourself & don't forget how brilliant a mummy you've been to your two little ones

Don't for one second think that by putting DS into care that you're not being the best mum you can be - most people have someone they have help from, at the moment you don't - do what you need to do.

In saying that, regardless of if you had the help - it doesn't matter - do it

Just lots of big for you - life is testing you with everything happening... take it in your stride & do whatever you need to to be happy - a happy mum makes you a better mum sweetheart.

Lots of love xoxoxo