thanks Kellmay , if i add EBM to the meds it makes them less effective .. Gabriella is 9 wks old and i also found that if i put a dropper anywhere near her mouth she would tense it and i couldnt get it in there , i try and use a spoon . dammit i try everything .

she often coughs during a feed and also winces alot while feeding too .. right now she is hiccupping away , she has been a constant hiccuper since birth ..

I need a Pead , but i dont know where to get one , i feel a bit intimidated about them really , like they might see me as a drama queen ..