Hey Monnie,

I know what you mean, but it's so hard after so long... you start to feel that it will never happen. I'm already scared about doing IVF and that's not till December, IF we have to at all! We've still got this cycle & 1 more before we start looking at that... please God give me a BFP!

I've read that book, it's brilliant!!! I also read the 2nd one - My Friend Leonard. Both really good. It's a pretty horrific story isn't it? It will definitely take your mind off TTC! I'm reading 'We Need to Talk about Kevin'. Not sure if you've heard of it but it's all letters from a woman to her ex-husband about their son who went on a shooting spree at school. It's her looking back from before he was born, how she felt, what he was like growing up. It's quite depressing, but very interesting.

Here's hoping that our 'symptoms' are real and we all get BFP's!!!!!