It sounds like youve already made up your mind. I went back and fourth in my own mind about going for baby #3, but once I made my mind up there was no going back, and I think you will feel the same way. Of course its easier with only two kids, but who ever said that easier is better? I know what you mean about the excitment and thrill of pg. You are right it really is a feeling you cant get rid of...maybe for good reason.