I try not to be negative about things and just enjoy the experience but as everyone probably already knows its not easy not to think about something you want so bad, lol
Ooh, I totally understand! For me it was the same once I was pregnant then through birth and beyond... These people we're making, extensions of ourselves but still their own entities, take up so much emotional energy! It's as it should be. Keep plugging away and you know where to find some support if you need it.