Just joined this forum today and loved reading all the posts.

I'm 30 now and from 15-24 I was on the pill, 24-28 implanon and 28-29 the pill. The times I was on the pill, including the first 9 years, I would forget pills on and off a lot and never used any other forms of protection (seriously risky I know!). But here's the thing, I can't stop beating myself up and as stupid as it sounds I actually stress out that all those times I stupidly risked it I never feel pregnant! I'm only on cycle 3 TTC but I do stress quite a bit that something might be wrong with me Does anyone else have these types of fears? Probably not with the reasoning like I do but just wondering if I'm the only one constantly convincing myself I won't conceive.