I believe that if your meant to have a baby at a certain time it will come regardless of whether you're ready or not Maybe your baby isnt ready to come yet and thats why it feels like youre not quite ready?
Just wanted to post an update - we did TTC and I did fall pregnant, but I'm now managing a missed miscarriage/blighted ovum. And in the midst of all the anger and sadness and confusion and frustration and helplessness, I feel like perhaps TTC was going against all my instincts. I don't think I did anything wrong, and I don't want to offend anyone by saying this, because of course I wanted this baby more than anything in this world, but perhaps it wasn't the right time after all. I have a lot of work to do to be happy and healthy physically, mentally and emotionally, after a really disruptive year. Perhaps when I get everything else right, my baby will be ready to join me. At least, believing that gives me focus and some sort of peace. x