TMI post- brown spotting at time of af, is it just a weird af, or bfp?

[Anila]

Well hubby went and got me a fr, and atm it looks like a neg
and of course just after i poas my brown went more red, but still had brown, so im assumming af is on the way, and she was just plain nasty, now hubby is mad cause he wasted money we didnt have on a hpt, and im doing the whole, i swear i can see a second line if u hold it a certain way speach.

argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg gggggggg i hate af!!!!!!!

[Stevie]

oh sweetness

i thought i was the only one that did the "i swear you can see a second line if you hold it a certain way.."

you poor thing

maybe its still too early?

[Jahzara]

xoxo

[Anila]

Im heart broken and in tears, its now starting to look like my normal pre af spotting, but why, why would it do that to me, why would it be brown for 4 days, why would it give me that glimmer of hope that just maybe just maybe this was finally going to be my month, hubby doesnt understand, he and he is right to be mad at me, i obsess to much, if i had held out we wouldnt have wasted money we didnt have on a hpt.
I hate my body so much, i dont know why it would do this to me.

[kawazuki]

oh hun im sorry

but keep your hopes up it will happen

[Stevie]

sweetheart,
he shouldnt be getting mad with you, and your a women under alot of pressure, of course yu obsess too much.. we all do.
You needed to do that HPT so that you didnt get your hopes up anymore over the next few days (im sorry of that came out wrong)
your time will come sweetheart, until then please stay strong.

[Elocin]

Thinking of you honey x

[onthefly]

Sorry mate.