TMI post- brown spotting at time of af, is it just a weird af, or bfp?
Ok so as my cycles are all over the place im assuming as i am cd35 that af is due now, instead of my usual af spotting i have brown.
The first day was just internally brown, the second was only a smidge when i wiped, and today its been really dark brown when i wipe, but internally its had some pink this morning with some lil pin head size clots but been brown the rest of the day internally and on the tp.
This is not how af usually starts for me, and if i do have any brown, its usually ova in a day.
So i thought maybe a bfp, but i dont have any tests, and although i have had some spoting/bleeding with some of my babies, i dont remember any brown.
anyone have anything similar, which way did it go?
am i just having a weird af or a delayed one, or could this finally be it, the clots have me thinking its af, but i have no feeling either way.
this is driving me crazy, as i was sitting here i had a lil leak so thought af is here, so went to the loo and had a spot of watery brown on the panty liner, just a spot like 5 cent piece, first time in 3 days.
So i wipe and its just dark brown, tiny tiny tinge of pink underneath it all, go back 5 min later and wipe again, just dark brown, so i try internally and dark brown.
what is going on ??
Im assuming if its af, she should be here by morning, i would think, be really nasty if she held out another day!!
Well hubby went and got me a fr, and atm it looks like a neg
and of course just after i poas my brown went more red, but still had brown, so im assumming af is on the way, and she was just plain nasty, now hubby is mad cause he wasted money we didnt have on a hpt, and im doing the whole, i swear i can see a second line if u hold it a certain way speach.
argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg gggggggg i hate af!!!!!!!
Im heart broken and in tears, its now starting to look like my normal pre af spotting, but why, why would it do that to me, why would it be brown for 4 days, why would it give me that glimmer of hope that just maybe just maybe this was finally going to be my month, hubby doesnt understand, he and he is right to be mad at me, i obsess to much, if i had held out we wouldnt have wasted money we didnt have on a hpt.
I hate my body so much, i dont know why it would do this to me.
sweetheart,
he shouldnt be getting mad with you, and your a women under alot of pressure, of course yu obsess too much.. we all do.
You needed to do that HPT so that you didnt get your hopes up anymore over the next few days (im sorry of that came out wrong)
your time will come sweetheart, until then please stay strong.
TMI post- brown spotting at time of af, is it just a weird af, or bfp?
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