Im heart broken and in tears, its now starting to look like my normal pre af spotting, but why, why would it do that to me, why would it be brown for 4 days, why would it give me that glimmer of hope that just maybe just maybe this was finally going to be my month, hubby doesnt understand, he and he is right to be mad at me, i obsess to much, if i had held out we wouldnt have wasted money we didnt have on a hpt.
I hate my body so much, i dont know why it would do this to me.