Lea, I am so sorry that you have been through so much FWIW I think you would look goreous at any weight - you have such a lovely face and I am so jealous of your curls!

Have you seen a doctor about your weight loss? Is it possible that there is a different cause - maybe something that a doctor could help with? Also don't forget that bfing can raise your metabolism and make it easier to lose weight. Losing weight shouldn't have an impact on your milk supply - so it makes me wonder if there is something else that might need to be checked out. I really hope that this is just a phase and that it settles down for you hun.