Millie and Rather Hazy,
I know none of us wish anyone ill but isn't it scary how many pregnant people are in the world when you get diagosed as infertile. I felt that everywhere I looked there were women having babies or pushing newborns around it broke my heart. DH fell in his first major heap after, of all things, a day at the cricket!!! he'd been watching a dad playing with his son and when he got home that afternoon it hit home that it wouldn't be him (not in that way anyway)this triggered his biggest depression but I think long term it was this incident that also reafirmed his desire to have a baby. I know he mainly did it for me, but as the time went on he became more excited about the having a baby thing and the donor issue seemed to fade in to the background.
Allie xxxx super big hugs to you both I can honestly say I know how you feel