Hi Millie and Blizz,

I have to do an injection of puregon a night, but it's a pen needle and its not too bad. I generally do that one myself.

The trigger shot is a bit more scary and it has to be timed specifically by the clinic. So the clinic lets you know when to do it and you do it. DH did it the first time around and I did it the second time (mainly because I had to do it at school - in the staff toilet of all places - very hygienic!) The needle looks like the needle they take blood with and its bigger than the pen. Very scary but you hold your breath and just do it.

Didn't have a great afternoon. Very tired and emotional at the shopping centre - got stuck next to a woman with a very active baby. They were playing together and it made me feel very awkward and miserable. I think my vibe disturbed them because they left reasonably quickly.

The movie was good but I was almost in tears when they got to the section when the man started singing to the woman as they were dancing. It reminded me of DH and I when we first starting going out together and he used to sing to me like this. Then I thought how simple things were then in comparison to how complicated they were now. I stopped myself from crying as I was there by myself, but I felt very down at that point.

I'm also worried about the car as its using a lot of oil. Hopefully there was no long term damage - I couldn't get the oil cap off until the engine cooled and the oil was down to nothing.

I'm also bleeding quite heavily and AF won't stop now as it usually would today as I won't take the Pill again. So I'm wondering if that is adding to my sad mood. That and being tired, I still haven't slept and I was up until 2am last night.

The weirdest thing is that I'm in this mood and I HAVEN'T taken the shots yet. Can't imagine what it will be like when I do!!