Well - you haven't offended me - but yes, I hope that the weirdness ends soon!!

about the syranel nose shoving!

I think things are getting to me. I'm really upset that I have been dumped from a panel at work with no explanation. To the point I actually started crying today.

I do the right thing and get my health back in order, and this happens?

I feel so sad that I am not respected at work anymore. But respect is linked to attendance - and a lot of my absences are due to TTCing or other issues surrounding this.

I'm not willing to give up on having a baby, but I hate the way I am regarded at work now. I also feel I am missing out on time with my family. And I'm not really sure what I can do about it. But I feel very sad today.