Ithink thats the problem....i feel like im only know as mum and as you said BG I am more then that.

Ive decided that I might start doing the gym then...get back into sport. God how I loved to run when I was younger..its good for the soul.

What a bloody good idea...sorry brain wave has just hit me (thanks so much girls). I might go back to tafe and get a certificate in dressmkaing or something along those lines. I did one or 2 glasses of sewing at school then dad made me do wood work and boy themed classes. I love sewing and would love to know so much more.

First step...finding my love of things again..and becoming Maz again